Tuesday, February 14, 2006
2:48 am
I started off walking down the spiral stairs. every step i made, recollected some issues that happened. The further i proceed, the more confused i was. I couldn't see what lies ahead of me, but i moved on. Isn't this an foolish act?
Remembering back in my NS days when Sgt. Ben told me, when you knew that you had lost your direction, first thing, you had to stop your feet and re-orientate yourself. I always bear that in mind and even reminding people around me. Yet, i deserted his teachings. Should I put it to a rest?
Every soul wanted to pursue the kind of life they wanted. How many souls actually succeeded? I anticipated that no matter how hard i tried or how much i can give, the result not gona change. I wanted to prove so much of myself, but never will I be given a chance to do so. I'm biding the time...
My mind started to think so much again tonight. Having my guitar to acccompany me through the night, I played some familiar tunes. (Not a good player though) In fact, i came to realise that a few people appeared in my mind when i started to strum "Ai Wo Bie Zou". One of the flashback was the jamming session that Strato, Ah-Tung and I were having back in those good old days.
Strato's my boss. Really appreciate his patience and teachings to me. He's a musically talented father of two. Cool boss!
Strategic PR planning module has come to an end. As usual, the assignment will bug us till end of Feb. Have to set my mind to tackle it soon, will not procrastinate this time! I was appointed as class-rep two weeks ago, and Kim, I'm sorry that I had brought up ur name to Jane's attention as well. I guess we can lead the class to achieve unity in time to come. Erm.. right? !!!^_^
Today's valentines' day, I'm gona spend it with a woman I always love. Have been living with her for the past 27 years. I've made an agreement with her last sunday. I asked her to teach me her secret recipe of frying the chicken wings and she replied there ain't any secret recipe at all. She listed the ingredients to me, and it sounds abit complicated but fun to me.
Hmm... ok, first attempt : 'neo'-style chicken wings.
Maybe other dishes to be listed out later...
This gona be my very first attempt to cook. Wish me luck!
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