Sunday, July 30, 2006
2:48 am
29 July, she cried.
Listening to her laughter and her continuous description of the show, I knew she had enjoyed it. Had a little conversation with her and as the laughter fades off, I saw her tears. She was heart broken, she cried. I felt my heart-ached when I saw her tears rolling down her cheek. I gave my full attention and sit there hearing out her sorrows. I could nearly felt how bad it had hurted her. I went to sit beside her and put my arms around her shoulders, I felt the pain she was suffering. Her tears stopped and she was keeping very quiet. I had assured her to call me whenever she need me. I will be there for her. I hope things will turn out to be better as the days passes by.
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Monday, July 24, 2006
11:41 pm
24 July, SingTel vs. BT
Another assignment heading into the black bin. How nice it will be to drop that envelope in. Next, Enron! Gona settle that video review once and for all! Through the SingTel CSR, I realised that they did participate in alot of charities or giving financial support to some organization. Referring to charities, are they doing it out of goodwill? I can't be sure, but I would want to question about the charges on their charities 1900-hotline. People are making their donation but why do they have to be charged for their philanthropic action? And what do you know next. SingTel's CEO, Lee Hsien Yang, resigned. He did not give his reason for leaving. Hmm... maybe he wana spend more time with his dad. As we know, our forefathers are leaving us one by one, maybe his time is near. Life and death is just part and parcel of life. To me, I think what really matter is the depth of footprint being left behind. John definately left his print deep in my heart. Attended Jeremiah's wedding dinner two weeks ago. One sniper said, "All snipers were present right?" Ya... how true.. all present. No seats was left vacant, but I just thought how fantastic it will be for John to be around with us.
May you rest in peace~
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Monday, July 17, 2006
12:10 am
17 July, Words are cheap.
Misunderstanding? Disagreement? Or even argument? I'm standing by the "reasonable man". Thanks to Sunny for introducing "reasonable man" to me. So will you stand by the "reasonable man"? Maybe... But not all of you will do the same. You might just got misled by your emotions at that point of time. So what will you do if someone misunderstand you or misquote you? Staying silence and let things worsen?
A few people ever told me not to be too hard on myself. Am I? I don't think so. I'm just wana get things justified. If you can't stay onto my track, you just have to switch your route when we hit the cross road ahead. What's wrong of getting things justified? Have I done any wrong? Maybe I shouldn't get myself involved right in the beginning, so that all these issues won't happen to me. Just be more apathetic and I'll be just fine...
All kinds of reasons or excuses you may want to say, but what's gona resides in my head are the reasonable ones. I'm not stupid. I'm still able to "see" who's right, who's wrong. If you aren't gona explain your reason behind it, then who do you think will know it? I'm not a god, I can't hear your deep inner voice. We don't have a telepathy chips installed in our head. So if you wana people to understand you, voice it out. I'm ain't deaf and you ain't mute. I'm listening...
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Friday, July 07, 2006
9:57 am
12 July, Small yet lethal - Cannavaro
It's been a month of football and Italy has eventually won the World Cup. I have been supporting Italy eversince I got to know the ponytail striker, Roberto Baggio. Ya, he's the culprit who missed the penatly kick in the 1994 World Cup against Brazil, and cost Italy the title back then.
But for this World Cup, I think Fabio Cannavaro, the world's most expensive center back, had shown his capabilities as a small-sized centre back. Standing at 1.76m, he was one of the shortest centre-back in the tournament. He made many crucial tackles that gave Buffon, the world's most expensive goalkeeper, a slightly easier job back at the goal line.
Italy may have hit the headline for winning over France, on the other hand, Zizou the 'God', who won the player of the tournament, also made the headline for headbutting Materazzi's chest. Everyone was trying to figure out which part of Zizou's head went haywired. While the puzzle still hovering around the French, Camoranesi had his ponytail cut on the pitch. And the celebration continues...
Moving back to my rountine life, alot of things had happened and definately it changes my perspective towards some individuals. The trust I had was shaken and I'm really disappointed. Their irresponsible act, their selfishness and their insensibility, had made me felt that I was in a different league. I know I'm ain't a saint, but I think we had different mindsets towards humanism.
Jessa left for RMIT three weeks ago to further her studies and I really envy she can fully concentrate on that. She's all out alone and may god bless her! Amitabha~
I had finished the module of Multicultural and International PR last week and it was rather dry. I have tried so hard to absorb the lecture, but ended up absorbing more caffeine instead. Three assignments to go and another new module coming right up next Wednesday. Gosh! 24 hours are not enough! Have to finish at least one essay by this coming Friday, else I'm in deep shit! Right, Toughy? Oh ya, Toughy wana a change of her pseudonym. Hmm... maybe to something more feminine. Let me think about it and meanwhile just bear with it k, Toughy?
A couple of weeks ago, I've got to know Ms Bubble Chio, Toughy's buddy. Wei~ I mean CHIO ok! That's her surname. Sounds cool isn't it? At least I thought so... Bubble later introduced Sophie Zelmani's "Oh Dear" to me. It was a soothing piece which has been residing in my head for now. Simple lyrics with gentle music progression, and her voice simply makes me feels like tucking in my bed in a drizzy night.
So much so for now, need to start cracking my head for the essay. Arugh! Gambate!!
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