Monday, April 30, 2007
1:57 am
30 April, Appreciate?
Rick's dad left them last week. It was painstaking. Rick looked calm, but I still could feel wound in him. His papa left too fast too soon. No words came out from me, but a rub on his shoulder would express to him how much I wanted to share the pain.
Been to Eric and Jo's place quite regularly these days. Maybe it will be my new hangout besides from those pubs and clubs. I do feel the closeness whenever I'm with them. And of coz' they're concern about when I'm gona find someone to settle down with and so that we can fulfil our Project Sembawang. This project is referring to staying in individual place, not like the Project Hollywood where all guys stayed together. =) I guess somehow I know where I'm heading to. Not exactly where, but at least I'm having a vision now.
The Chinese dictionary and baidu.com have been my frequent on-hand items since I'm trying hard to write a piece of lyric in Chinese, for the music piece that I've recently composed. So I'm taking this chance to brush up my Chinese language and don't be surprise if I 'flak' those chim-chim Chinese idioms next time. =)
School gona start next week and I gotta recollect myself again. The probability of exploitation is likely to surface again, but I'm not gona let it happen! By the way, for the blog revamp I was talking about in my previous post, I'm gona abandon that idea, at least for now. I think it's not that important afterall.
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Friday, April 20, 2007
11:39 am
20 April, Back in those days...
Managed to catch the "Shooter" last evening. Apart from the exaggerating techniques and skills from Mr. Swagger, I thought it was quite a good show as a whole. It did reminds me of my training back in those NS days. Topographies, weapon maintainence and outfield experiences had filled my head from the start of the show. I think it's tough to make a headshot out of the cold barrel, and what's gona lower the probability are those enviromental elements like temperature, windage, etc, which are hard to calculate. Well, it's a show anyway...
Thinking about it, it has been two years since my last sniper range. Maybe I'll have it this year, or they have already forgotten about skywave.
I miss John YCT. :_ ) A sniper who was always ready for action, a friend who was always ready to listen to my problems, a buddy who I will always remember...
Today is Snowbie's birthday. Happy birthday snowbie, and thanks for everything back in those days...
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Thursday, April 19, 2007
1:08 pm
19 April, "Sorry, I can't help you out here."
One lazy afternoon in my studio, someone who nicked herself as some "Princess shit-thing" dropped me a nice opener. It was rather unusual since we seldom communicate. Then came the real thing.
"Do you have 2k? I need it urgently!"
"What the heck!" I thought to myself. "Why there's such people still breathing in this world?"
"Sorry, I can't help you out here." No specific reason to back it up which I thought it wasn't necessary at all.
The following day, MKY buzzed me. "Can you help me download a registration form and help me filled it up and send it to blar blar blar..."
"What you're taking me as? Your PA or what!?!" I kept it to myself again.
"Sorry, I can't help you out here." The standard answer came out from my mouth again.
What the fuck you people think I am!
As Style mentioned, "Rapport = comfort + trust."
I can't figure out where's the comfort here, let alone trust!
To me, there's a value in everyone. It's not determined by monetary terms, it's by how sincere and trustworthy you are. Of course, I may have been valued by others out there and I hope it's still hanging above the grade. Personally, I'll stay close with those who have these values, but for those without, "Sorry, I can't help you out here."
Hmm... Am I being mean, or I'm just being me?
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Monday, April 09, 2007
1:52 pm
9 April, Eat right!
Have been laying my hands on my PS2, DVDs, PC, CDJs, guitar, potato chips, liquor, and Nacho over the long weekends. Hands filled with junk food and alcohol, it was great! Munching away while watching the stupidity of Shinchan (Xiao Xin la...), and ignoring Nacho's sad soul eyes which were targetting at my spicy potato chips. Couldn't stand the way he looked at me, and I've got up and got him some doggie snacks.
It wasn't a great start for this April. Been hearing the word 'hospital' quite frequently and also the demise of a little boy. I'm ain't closely related to this boy, but could sense the fragility of life from that accident. So people, please do keep the younger ones within your vision no matter what you're attending to.
Got to know that Niki, my niece, was admitted to hospital last Saturday. She was diagnosed to be suffering from Kawasaki Disease. As quoted from kidshealth.org: "The cause of Kawasaki Disease is unknown, but if the symptoms are recognized early, kids with the disease can fully recover within a few days. If it goes untreated, it can lead to serious complications that can involve the heart. Kawasaki disease occurs in 19 out of every 100,000 kids in the United States. It is most common among children of Japanese and Korean descent, but the illness can affect all ethnic groups."
People, gotta take more fruits k, it helps...somehow. Oh ya, Kiwi is a great fruit with lots of vitamins! Must eat more leh! And... and... strawberries too!
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